SPM and counting

Assalamualaikum.

Hi again :)

Sooooo

tomorrow's the big start.

Stepping into the new world is

apparently

very scary.

I'm scared I'll get lost.

And what if I never return?

I'm afraid.

After SPM

After the big exam

THE final exam in my life as a high school kid

I'll be thrown into another world

The world with adults

Where

We have to make decisions

Take responsibility

Be mature

And

Frankly

I don't think I'm ready for all that.

I mean,

it's not like we haven't already faced that by now

But

It's different

Issues get bigger

Voices get louder

Obligations?

Well they just get.......

Idk how to put this in words

Gigantic.

I guess.

Well
Let's just focus on what's in front of us first.
THE
one and only
Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia
S.P.M.

After that?
Still counting.

But let's not burden ourselves with what's yet to come.

I'll update more about life
after school's over.
When....
Goodbyes are said.

I don't wanna leave any of you guys!
*sigh*

In a few weeks,
it's gonna be the

I thought I'd be like

adios, bitchachos

But no.

I'm sad.

Almost as sad as ever that

I couldn't even get my tears out.

Goodbye.

xoxo,
Al ♥