It all started out when I was 13. Things went
so fast I couldn’t catch up with the fiction that I was going through. I got my
UPSR results the year before that. I went to a normal secondary school where my
mom teaches only to know almost a month after that my primary school teacher didn’t
send my boarding school proposal form to the Education Department. My mom had
to send it in herself. I got in the best boarding school in my district right
after my form was sent, surprisingly making a lot of friends right away.
It was there I learnt about
PERMATApintar™, asked to take an online exam which I thought was stupidly long
only to realize that I have to take it again because I passed. So I did, as a favour to my
mom. I totally forgot about it until one day my name was announced at school to
go to the counselors’ room. The only thing I can think about at that time was ‘did
I do anything wrong the past weeks’. I went to the counselor feeling insecure. All
the bad things I done as a hostel kid rushed into my head. Cutting prep classes,
being horribly noisy at the dorm, bringing cellphones, bullying – everything.
Then she congratulated me for passing the test and was accepted to go to a
special camp. I was surprised, but I still kept my charm. Hey, I have a
reputation to keep. Keep the pride.
Held in a university, the PERMATApintar™
camp was awesome. If I could think of any other way to explain it, it would be ‘awesomely
awesome’. The best camp I’ve ever been to. I got the course MP which regarded
language. For my class, MP4, we were the only class to learn about English. The
other MP’s learnt Malay. Literally the best camp, ever. I was looking forward
to the next. Even my friends at school can see how much I loved it. The next
year, I passed the test again. Yes, that means I can meet my friends at the
camp again! I was so psyched to go. I got the course of Cryptology which means I
had to learn math, the subject I hate most. To make it worse, it wasn’t just
math, it was add math.
I also learnt that that was not
the only thing I would hate about the camp that year. My old friends changed. We
were not how we used to be. But to look at the bright side, I made new friends.
We laughed together, cried together. The
bond we had was unbreakable. I went through that year’s camp with them happily.
The year after that, I got accepted. Yes, again. This time, I got the course of
Fast-paced Biology. Just like the name, us young kids have to learn Biology in
a fast pace. It was amazing. Splendid, I might add. My course was divided into
two classes but we were so close that it felt like there was only one class. We
were a big family, and we still are. We even have a family tree!
In the fourth year, I was
already too old to be joining the camp. That was the limit. But it turned out
that I was accepted into the Program Pendidikan PERMATApintar™ or as we love to
call it, Quad P. It is almost like a high school, but we don’t call it that way.
We are living in a university now! As you might expect, I am not a very good
student. I made cases once in a while. Sometimes just for fun. I learn a lot of
things though. Here I’ve been through a lot of mental breakdowns. And I also got
through almost all of them.
If you were to ask me what the
most important lesson I got was, it would be that experience is the best
teacher.
xoxo,
Al ♥
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