Acid Black Cherry.

Yubiwa Monogatari.

Yup.

That's it.

It's a song.

A Japanese song.

A song with a big meaning in my life.

Someone gave it to me.

He introduced it to me

with another song he likes.

Sang by Acid Black Cherry.

Search for it if you want.

I bet you don't.

Well.

He's a friend of my friend's brother.

Erza's friend to be exact.

Erza is Danni's brother.

Danni is my roommate.

Erza is also my friend.

...so technically he is my friend's friend.

But he's my friend too.

...so he's my friend.

Oh that solves it for you lazy assholes.

; D

just kidding

but yeah he's my friend.

A dear friend of mine.

Which is obvious

cause I wont be writing about him if he's not special

Unless he pissed me off or something

which he didn't

What's wrong with me today?

Urgh.

That's enough

I'm gonna end this post

though I haven't even said anything I wanted to

Huh.

Welp,

smile, Al.

Smile.

Hmm.

: )

Bye.

xoxo,

Al ♥

My Lovely Bitches

For the Muslims

Assalamualaikum ♥

For the rest

Hi ♥

Of course,

Al is here

Again

If you're bored of me

you can get the fuck away from here : )

No 

Seriously,

I don't mind : )

For you who wanna keep on reading,

I wanna tell you about

MY LOVELY BITCHES.

WARNING: THIS ENTRY IS GONNA BE LONG.

First,

my primary school friends.

SK LKTP Palong Timur, Segamat.

These people, are the first girls best friends that I had.

( which I can recall of )

Sorry to my kindergarten friends,

I don't really remember you kiddos

so I wont write about you.

Sowwyyy :*

Okay now.

Eherm.

Mayynnn

I don't know where to start.

Okay,

There's

.

I'm stuck.

There are just so many of them.

I've listed some of them

but I don't wanna have the others left out

so it's only fair for me not to mention any of them right?

..........right?

Urgh I feel guilty.

I'm a bad friend.

Sorry guys : (

Seri Kenangan Segamat Elite School (SUKSES).

Moving on,

I went into this boarding school.

And I met with these lovely assholes there.

I LOVE THEM

a lot

Here

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THE BEBERQU.

The chicks of 1995:

Ana

Akie

Efa
(that's my ex standing next to her)

Zue

Nina

I don't wanna elaborate 'cause I don't know when I'll stop.

I might as well continue till night.

See

I warned you this post will be long.

But I'm still trying to make it short.

As short as it can get.

NOW you're thankful I didn't put in the girls of my primary school?

Heh.

The babes of 1996 (my batch!) :

Aunie

Elia

Eqah

And last but not least......

The gals of 1997:

Nabb

Acha

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Okay that's all for the BEBERQU's

As for the extras,

whom I love

but are not in my gang

there are

Dalilah

Eila

and

Fana
( Fana is from another school )

Program Pendidikan PERMATApintar™ Negara, UKM Bangi.

Well here,

I keep my circle closed.

But there are people whom I love

Who were once my best friends

Who still are

etc.

They may not think much of me,

but at least they mean something to me.

:')

Elly

Miza

Naz

Sam

Ijat

Azie

Danni

Niesah

Izzy
( le sister )

Iman and Aida
( FYI Aida is the one I talked about before )
(( Yes, the sister ))
((( Yes, the skinny one )))

Again,

I don't wanna elaborate anything.

This post is long enough with the pictures.

: 3

Lastly,
I wanna add two people
who I knew in Palong Timur
( the one I didn't put anyone in )
because these two are special cases.

Why?
Because
Despite the years we've been through without each other,
they are still the best of friends.
We still contact each other.
We are still close to each other.
Even if we are not THAT close anymore,
they are the ones I can still rely on.

Just like how they were  in primary school.

Bella

Nina
( the shy-looking one on your left )

Okay,
there's that.
I love you.

xoxo,
Al ♥

A New Sister.

Hey babes.

Al's back : )

Miss me?

I betcha.

I miss you too.

Read my last two posts?

Yeah those two were my assignments.

The two essays I did in 15 minutes.

Last minute work.

I sent both of them late,

as expected.

Hehe : 3

Moving on.

Today

I mean tonight

Imma tell you about a new sister I got.

It's not like

officially a new daughter my mom gave birth to

or adopted or anything

It's just someone whom I think of as a dear sister to me.

 

Aida Nur Ilyani Syahirah.

Yep.

This kid.

Looks matured?

I think so too : )
She's pretty?
I know right : D

But man she's skinny.

I think she needs to eat more.

Hehe peace! ; 3

Don't be angry, Aida : )

Like other girl best friend anyone would ever has,
She listens
She understands
She's there for you
She gives you motivation
She keeps your things a secret to others
She tells you things people talk about behind you to you
 And sooo many more.
You must know that feeling right?
If you don't
well I'm....
sorry I guess.

I personally think everybody deserves a friend like this.

Which I have to say,
I'm not a good friend to my roommate, Danni.
I'm very bad to her, you might add.
People say that Danni thinks of me as her best friend.
I hope I could think the same about her.
But I couldn't.
(I'm sorry)

From Palong Timur, Segamat
to Seri Kenangan, Segamat
to UKM, Bangi.
I'll share about all my beloved bitches later on okayy : )

Back to the topic,
I'd like to take this moment to thank God
for giving me the opportunity to feel the love of these lovely people
Which in this entry would be especially Aida

(she gave me this just now)

but that doesn't mean the others are any less precious.
I love you all.
It's just that
I'm not really good at showing.
And I'm a bit shy when it comes to people reading what I write.
That's why I wouldn't let anyone close to me to have the address to my blogs.
I'm sorryyyyy haha
Again,
I love you : D

xoxo,
Al ♥

MY EXPERIENCE IN PERMATApintar™

                It all started out when I was 13. Things went so fast I couldn’t catch up with the fiction that I was going through. I got my UPSR results the year before that. I went to a normal secondary school where my mom teaches only to know almost a month after that my primary school teacher didn’t send my boarding school proposal form to the Education Department. My mom had to send it in herself. I got in the best boarding school in my district right after my form was sent, surprisingly making a lot of friends right away.

                It was there I learnt about PERMATApintar™, asked to take an online exam which I thought was stupidly long only to realize that I have to take it again because I passed. So I did, as a favour to my mom. I totally forgot about it until one day my name was announced at school to go to the counselors’ room. The only thing I can think about at that time was ‘did I do anything wrong the past weeks’. I went to the counselor feeling insecure. All the bad things I done as a hostel kid rushed into my head. Cutting prep classes, being horribly noisy at the dorm, bringing cellphones, bullying – everything. Then she congratulated me for passing the test and was accepted to go to a special camp. I was surprised, but I still kept my charm. Hey, I have a reputation to keep. Keep the pride.

                Held in a university, the PERMATApintar™ camp was awesome. If I could think of any other way to explain it, it would be ‘awesomely awesome’. The best camp I’ve ever been to. I got the course MP which regarded language. For my class, MP4, we were the only class to learn about English. The other MP’s learnt Malay. Literally the best camp, ever. I was looking forward to the next. Even my friends at school can see how much I loved it. The next year, I passed the test again. Yes, that means I can meet my friends at the camp again! I was so psyched to go. I got the course of Cryptology which means I had to learn math, the subject I hate most. To make it worse, it wasn’t just math, it was add math.

                I also learnt that that was not the only thing I would hate about the camp that year. My old friends changed. We were not how we used to be. But to look at the bright side, I made new friends.  We laughed together, cried together. The bond we had was unbreakable. I went through that year’s camp with them happily. The year after that, I got accepted. Yes, again. This time, I got the course of Fast-paced Biology. Just like the name, us young kids have to learn Biology in a fast pace. It was amazing. Splendid, I might add. My course was divided into two classes but we were so close that it felt like there was only one class. We were a big family, and we still are. We even have a family tree!

                In the fourth year, I was already too old to be joining the camp. That was the limit. But it turned out that I was accepted into the Program Pendidikan PERMATApintar™ or as we love to call it, Quad P. It is almost like a high school, but we don’t call it that way. We are living in a university now! As you might expect, I am not a very good student. I made cases once in a while. Sometimes just for fun. I learn a lot of things though. Here I’ve been through a lot of mental breakdowns. And I also got through almost all of them.

                If you were to ask me what the most important lesson I got was, it would be that experience is the best teacher.

xoxo,

Al ♥

MY EXPERIENCE DURING THE LAST SCHOOL HOLIDAYS

                Last school holiday was one of the holidays I was looking forward to.  I really wanted to go home. But when the time comes, I didn’t.  Instead, I went to my grandparents’.  My parents were so busy that they didn’t have the time to come pick me up.  Even if I took the initiative to go back by myself, they would still have to pick me up at the train station, and I really didn’t want to be a burden. So I decided not to go home, but my Aunt Ira called and told me that she would pick me up to stay with her at my grandparents’ house. You see, she lives back with them since she got divorced years ago.

                So after asking my mom’s permission - and getting to know that she is the one who told my aunt to pick me up because she could not just leave her precious little daughter at the college alone – I decided to go.  It started out boring, as I expected. Homework, eat, sleep and more homework. But then, my aunt took me to my other aunt’s place.  My other aunt, whom I call Mommy, wasn’t home at that time. She and her husband, as usual, were busy. So my aunts let me stay at Mommy’s place with my cousins, Anis and Adibah. Oh, and not forgetting their 8 year-old brother, Ammar.

                Having the house to ourselves, we cooked every simple dish that we could, chopped all of the fruits that they had in the house, made some juice, and picked a whole bunch of movies; and had a movie marathon with almost of the stories. Girls Day is always a blast. Well, almost all-girls. We wouldn’t want to leave out Ammar, wouldn’t we?

                After filling our tummy with all the scrumptiously not-so-healthy combination of food, we went out jogging around the housing area. Now this was where I laughed a lot more than when I was watching the movies. We split up while jogging; Adibah and I while Anis went with Ammar. When we came into a road, Adibah got chased by two big black dogs! They were just following her but she got freaked out that she ran as fast as she could. They almost bit her on her buttocks when a nice looking granny shooed them away.

We chatted with her for quite a while before the same scenario happened to Anis. She was on her way to us when it happened. Just like Adibah, she screamed like it was the end of her world. I couldn’t help myself but laugh my heart out. I apologized to them afterwards for laughing. But hey, that granny laughed too! Honestly, I’m glad I knew that it is not very wise to run in front of dogs. They, on the other hand, didn’t know that. Anis told us that she sent Ammar home before coming to us. Well, at least that was one wise thing she did. I don’t know what would happen to him if he followed Anis at that time.

Having the opportunity to hang out with them is a memory I’ll treasure as we are all living in boarding schools and it’s really hard to see each other that often. I didn’t regret going with my Aunt though I really wanted to go home. Now I realize that their homes too are one of the places I can call home.

xoxo,

Al ♥

My English Assignment

Hi bitches.

Yep, it's me.

I'm back.

Happy?

hahahahahahaha k.

It's been more than three months since i last posted.

I see my pageviews for yesterday is surprisingly increasing.

Sooo here's something.

My English teacher,

Mr. H

told us to do a summary on 

MY EXPERIENCE DURING THE LAST SCHOOL HOLIDAYS

and

MY EXPERIENCE IN PERMATApintar™

PPERMATApintar™ is where I'm studying at FYI

Sooooooooo

imma post my not-so-summed-up summaries in here.

Seriously,

they're so long you couldn't possibly call them summaries.

I really tried to shorten 'em up a little

but i kninda like 'em long

So imma post 'em

FOR YOU BITCHES

(be grateful)

Right after I post this shit.

Wait for it.

xoxo,

Al ♥